What & Who Am I?
The question that has been asked, with no clear and clean answer is: Who Am I? That the answers have been varied should not mean we ought not continue to pursue defining the answer. To get the answer we must go to the very beginning.
Which comes first “Time” or “Intelligence”?
There is “words play” here. “Time” represents a “measurement”. It does not “create”. In our language, we associate “Intelligence” with “creativity/creation”. Following this line of logical thinking the philosophy will be “Intelligence” comes first. At the very beginning, INTELLIGENCE exists. It follows, when there is Intelligence there has to be existence. In the very beginning, it is INTELLIGENCE-INFINITY with an EXISTENCE-INFINITY. The Creator is fundamentally INFINITY in Intelligence and Existence/Form.
We have this concept called “Zero Point”. At Zero Point, Intelligence is Infinity and Existence is Infinity. At this point Awareness and Conscious are totally superimposed as in Venn Diagram representation (in math Set Theory). There is no Time. Awareness and Consciousness coincides as ONE. Time is needed to preserve Consciousness. At Zero Point, logically speaking, Intelligence is strictly Awareness. Everything thing is “NOW”, no past and no future.
(We can get a sense of ZERO POINT by imagining tying a ball to a sting and whirling it in a circle. You at the centre can observe the ball whirling in Time from point to point to point as it circumscribes the circumference of the circle. At the centre, you are stationery, no Time and you can see where the ball whirling all the Time; you are at ZERO-POINT so to speak. If you shorten the string you need to whirl the ball faster; when you lengthen the string, the ball cannot whirl as fast. Before getting to ZERO-POINT, there is vibration and energy exists. The faster the vibrations, the closer you are to God-Self. Suddenly, at the Center, there is no Time and no energy is needed to whirl the ball. The ball has return to its point of origin.)
TIME and SPACE are fabrications by INTELLIGENCE.
ZERO POINT and VOID are the two ends of Infinity of Intelligence and Existence is the CREATOR. The creator is fundamentally INFINITY. Within VOID or ZERO POINT there are two fundamental infinities INTELLIGENCE and EXISTENCE. When there is Intelligence, it has to have Existence; for an Existence to know that it exists it has to have Intelligence. Within VOID there are INTELLIGENCE-INFINITY within EXISTENCE-INFINITY. For creations to happen there must be Intelligence. INTELLIGENCE creates two attributes, TIME and SPACE, to render into existence a universe of Time-Space Continuum as our universe. This Time-Space Universe exists within VOID. This Time-Space Continuum of our universe is scientifically speculated to have come about via the “Big Bang Theory”. In the Multiverse Concept, it must be that there have been many Big Bangs…All these “Big Bangs” that banged into existence remains within VOID. There are many universes in VOID.
What I Am
Out of the Infinite Intelligence, it congeals many bubbles of Intelligence. Out of the Infinite Existence, it congeals many forms. When this first level of intelligence embodies into a form there is Life in a form. This first form is the GODSELF. The GODSELF has the highest of vibration of existence in the Time-Space continuum. This GODSELF Life form is not affected by the Time-Space Continuum of our universe. This is the “What I Am” of each one of us.
Who I Am
The “What I Am”, GODSELF, comes into this universe as a Cosmic Being. In this universe there are physical forms and spiritual forms, nonetheless forms of different vibrational formats, but lower than that of the GODSELF. When the GODSELF form takes embodiment of a lower vibrational form, this lower vibrational form is the “Who I Am”. The GODSELF lowers a portion of its vibrations to match the lower vibrations of the form it wants to experience within. This portion or set of vibrations of the GODSELF then enters the lower form to experience Life in a lower dimension. In our case, only a portion of our GODSELF is embodied into the human form. One’s Intelligence could have been embodied into a tiger, bird, or fish! The “Who I Am” form is affected by Time of this Universe; the form deteriorates and becomes disfunction(dies) after a time allocated interval. Then the “What I Am” leaves the form and search for another form to be embodied into another “Who I Am”.
This is like a human (GODSELF What I Am) entering a car (Who I Am); drives the car and when the car gets too old to drive, he sells the car and leaves it. The he gets another vehicle, maybe this time a 4-wheel drive.
When asked the question: “Who Am I?” you need to consider “Which Life Time?” The “Who I Am?” is temporary and changes from Life time to Life time.
The so called “Soul Journey” is the journey of the “What I Am” in different forms of “Who I Am”.
Intelligence is the Key
“What I Am” is the eternal Intelligence that is experiencing different Life forms as the “Who I Am”. At the highest level of Awareness, this “What I Am” is one’s Personal God-Self. When this Personal God-Self comes into being into a human form (or tiger, elephant, bear) it has to lower its vibration to match with the brain and nervous systems of the form. In other word only a sub set of the God-Self awareness is allowed to enter into the human form to utilize the human brain and nervous system. In our human form we are not functioning with the full set of awareness as was in the God-Self.
Your God-Self is playing a “Mind Game” with itself, to see how small a subset of Awareness it can reduce itself and yet be able to return to its ultimate God-Self again. This game is called “Self Realization” in meditation to boot-strap one’s human awareness back to one’s God-Self’s awareness. This is the process of Ascension. It can be very dangerous to go in to yet lower forms of embodiment such as that of a cricket, an ant, or little worm. Life styles in these lower forms are “not interesting at all” now that we can see those forms from a human perspective.
Intelligence within Human.
Intelligence has two primary composites, Awareness and Consciousness. Awareness is the “active part” of the Intelligence and Consciousness is the “passive part” of the Intelligence. Consciousness is the “diary” of the “Awareness”.
“Awareness” always functions in the “Now” to experience every present moment events. It does not store its experiences as “memories and intentions”. Memories and Intentions of events are stored in “Consciousness”. Awareness is like the CPU of a computer, and Consciousness is like the storage file.
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